what's life?

Life after O'level is definitely less stressful. Now, its coming to the end of 2011 & nearing 2012. A year passed so swiftly. Last year, this time, I was worried sick about Secondary 4 life & O'levels. Now, a year later, I've done my O's and conquered Sec 4 life. It was never easy, neither it was difficult. Alhamdulillah, He made it possible for me.

So,.. what's my life after O's? well, nothing much except I've been relaxing and enjoying a lot. Never have I felt this relax and chill before. Or should I say its been a very long time. Currently, I'm not working, prolly finding a job after the release of the results. However, I did spent my time wisely. Alhamdulillah, I promised myself to get close to the mosque. Indeed, I did. Attended talks, usrah and planned camps for kids.

Recently, there's Damay camp. It went smoothly. phew! Being the Head of Facilitator was definitely a great opportunity for me. Leading the group in doing Tazkirah was overwhelming but experienced gained. Those kid may be 7-13 years olds, but they do taught me a lot of lessons. PATIENCE is definitely needed. I admit I was a little harsh to them but after a while, I realised harshness doesn't work all the time. GIVE AND TAKE is the next best thing. Kids are generally curious. They asked me a lot of questions of Islam, even the simplest things. At some point, I was speechless. I can't even answer them. That shows how much more I need to learn about my religion. Masyallah. I do thank them for opening my eyes. At the end of the camp, I'm proud to say Best Camper came from my group & we won the Best Group! yay!

Let's meet them, shall we? (from left to right)
Ryan, Hazim, Firdaus, Afiq, Zikry, Izzat & Faris



And I should thank my facis and the committee for helping out for everything.







So what's life without ups and downs right? Sigh, I think close friends would know what happened to me. I should say, nobody understands me better than Asheera, my 13-years old best friend. Definitely, I thank everybody esle for their unweavering support, care, concern & love. To Syahira, my pillar of strength. To Nadiah Hazwani, that strong girl. To Jannah, my smiley girl. To Su'Aidah, Musfirah, Hazirah, for the advices and support. To Atiqa & Safirah, my best buds who's been there through it all. To Faruq & Hanafee, the big brothers I could depend on. To SiJia & Ming Hui, who are far away, but their constant tweets made me stronger. And of course, To Ayu Syafiqah, the girl that patiently went through everything with me. Not forgetting, Him, who met me with all these people. Praises to Allah.

I still stand strong with this motto in life,
"My life isn’t easy. No one is. It’s how you deal with things. Smile and face it or succumb to the pressure."








P.S: Count your blessings and remember you're always a day nearer to death. be grateful. Appreciate. Smile. :)


xo,..